In no time, that very year did come after all. Very fast the end of the year 2012 approached and that means PMR is soon to approach abruptly too..so back to the PAT which was just two weeks ago,i just sacrificed my whole time to studies. I even drank coffee(which i really hated for its bitterness) to keep myself awake. In time, i found myself to be addicted to coffee..hehe and that means getting a lot of pimples on my face too. Despite my hectic schedule, i did give time for prayer too. I knew that God was my only source of strength, joy,happiness,mercy, grace, compassion and everything else that's good and cannot be described by words. I knew He is the only One i can depend on and put my trust and hope in. Besides, God has played the most major and crucial role in all my prior successes and i know He is, in my future successes.
To be honest, i found the exam papers to be quite easy. It was direct from the Jabatan Pelajaran Selangor (JPS) in which every form 2 student all over the Selangor state would seat for. I am not sure if the exam paper seemed easy to me because i studied hard for it, or perhaps it was simply easy in all perspective. But when i asked the others about its level of toughness, they said it was tough after all So if it was easy to me, i just give thanks to God for having gave me the strength to continue studying and to not give up despite so many hindrance, weariness, and mental fatigue i faced.
Subsequently, exam was over and i somehow somewhat rejoiced to the fullest as i was finally free..free of the constraints of time. But not long after that..i had to worry about the grades and even the marks i were to obtain. This time, and being in the first class is not only about getting straight A's.. the marks are to be taken into consideration too. Some students tend to be satisfied with just getting straight A's..but in my case, it's not just that,it's more than just being excellent, it is to strive to be the best of the best or in other words, the creme de la creme. It's only then the teachers would put on the pedestal upon you and knowing that by being the best of the best..you gain a whole lot of attention and respect. It is also predominantly a major assurance to the continual of your success. Besides, success has many friends. Indeed, i realized i have many friends ever since i scored in UPSR.
* so many books to study